Limbo, as it is referred to in the dream realm, is an expanse of infinite raw subconscious. Limbo exists as a space that is not dreamt by any one individual, but is a shared space where any mind can make drastic alterations of any kind.
Just recently I was re-acquainted with two terms that instantly made me think about my life, and the idea of limbo....
In Germany culture shock was a bit more prevalent and lasted a tad bit longer. However in time it too passed.
these experiences lead me to the opposite and where my life finds itself now..
I've thought of travel since I was younger, however I could have never fully understood the effects it would have on my life, the way it would shape the person I became.
The further I went in the more difficult it became to not think about. For that reason travel is always on my mind, the next adventure, the next experience, the next revelation.
Before I left to see the world everything seemed so certain, it no longer does.
Travel has implanted a dream, and my life has changed forever. I reside now in the familiar with the biggest feelings of unfamiliarity.
I can no longer imagine myself tied down to one place. I want to keep moving; however my life obligations hold me back. So I face a constant battle, a battle of self. One side wanting to constantly leave, the other so determined to wait it out.
Currently the battle is one sided.
I am not here nor there.
If limbo is where I find myself and it where I must remain to keep experiencing this state of utter joy, then may I never wake up to realize it was all just a strange occurrence!